after a walk in the darside

i feel
the need

to

explain myself

justify myself?

i don't care anymore

i just want you to see

this sense of wonder

i have walked through the dessert

for centuries

i have walked into the dessert

cold

dark

salty

hurting

sulphur
scratching my senses

i have witnessed
the shred of souls

i have
testify the evasion of reality through a cylinder of lies and poison and
jewellery and cash

i have been filled up with darkness

you have claimed
not being that pure

that I am
blind

maybe

I can take that

But

Maybe

you can not see yourself

humble?

shy?

conscience-stricken?

blushful?

You are not that good?

It is me the one
that laughs now

maybe

just maybe

i have been so long in the tunnel
that now i am out i see
only light

or

- not as a matter of
flattering myself-

i just try to obey our Master

and

focus in the light

the good

the rose

not the thorn

i have seen so called fellow warriors

to run away to hide

when the battle gets harder

(and i have failed and hide as well)

i have seen clutching dragons eat the
souls of the ones blinded by their golden skin

i have seen warriors fall into the trap of
the foggy perfume of court

and try to imress the king

and forget about our Glorious Quest

I have seen them
walk trembling

paralized

feeble

poisoned by backbitting

so how can you be surprised

if I see

what’s good in you?

After a walk into the dark side

It is easier to see

the light

the one who you shared your mother’s womb spoke to me with similar words once

I am not that good

She said

Said she

Long time has passed after that

And I have had the honor

to go into battle with her

And I proclaim

My mind has not change

So

My fellow warrior

Do not get scared

If I see light in you

If I see

All

The potential you got

Don’t get scared

If after a while

I my thoughts do not change

If I still see

In you

What shines