you

Your image is nailed on my brain

And I must admit
That I think of you

…At the beginning it was just sometimes…

Then… once in a while

And now…

…Now I think of you al the time…

Your eyes have captivated me

Your hands have bewitched me like doves that Touch the sky and create finches

I’ve been bewitched… by your brain

I’ve been captivated by that sense of service that you carry so deep inside

There for

And maybe because it was in the Great Master’s plan

I know that I can love you

Forever

…If you want

In this world and beyond

But

…If you ask me to give you my heart… I can’t

My heart belongs to planes beyond you and beyond myself

Beyond all comprehension or desire

It was given to me so I could take care of it

Of course

Sometimes I’ve been negligent in its care
I tried to put inside it more than one stranger
That after going in and trying to shatter it …they left

Now

I’ve realized

That it has always had an owner

And He is the owner of my soul, my heart, my hopes
My bones


And of course

I’ve been looking for you for so long
I’ve prayed one and a thousand times for this encounter

I’ve dreamt of your kisses
I’ve searched in the multitude for your gaze
I’ve looked for the sound of your voice close to my ear mussing my hair
And even though I blush, I must admit that I have dreamt of your body
I’ve thought to find you many times, but they were only a mirage
I’ve seen you in my dreams
I’ve felt you by my side when I searched with all my soul not to feel you so distant

And

I want to spend the rest of my life loving you

Taking care of you

Touching you

Grazing your hair with the tip of my fingers

Giving you everything I am... giving you all there’s in me for your contentment

Pero

Ask me my eyes
Ask me my body
Ask me each and every one of my thoughts
But don’t ask me my heart
Don’t ask me to quit this Great Project

I would like to build a world
…Together
I would always like to be your back up
I would like for us to walk(holding hands) hand in hand together along this long, long path

And I would like

Oh yes, I’d like…

I’d like to feel you giving your self, submissive
keeping exact, absolute and immediate obedience to Him who is of your heart the Owner
I’d like to see His reflection in your eyes
HIS reflection on mine
I would like to see you drunk with this love that keeps me alive
This love that kept me going while I (was waiting) waited for you in the darkness of separation from your kisses

then, my beloved, I tell you

I can give you all

But the center of my chest

(this poem doe not have an "owner" yet.... let's say that I am still looking for him)